Deserve...

I don't deserve it.

That's what I'm feeling right now. Wanna know what? It *SUCKS*. A lot. What have I done to be so lucky?

I'm feeling guilty accepting such a present, it was already bought though and couldn't be returned :S Even though I told my mum not to buy it, she did it anyway. I'm sad because she is blinded by her love to me and imho she should've waited a little bit longer. What can I do though?

I'm convinced to make whatever I need to do to make the feeling go away and to make all of you who belive in me proud.

Please, whoever (if any) is out there with "powers" give me the energy, abilities, resources and (specially) will to make it.

Damnshock