This last week has been intense, very intense. I've been disturbed by this "déjà vu" feeling more than once :S there was a mix between it an guilt...
First came the guilt but a few hours later the other one came into play: suddenly i was remembering problems I had all along the last year which I thought were far from appearing again :( Why have they come back? I don't want them to get into my life again, they were awfully exhausting and absorbing.
I'm determined not to allow them to interfere... I won't! May that make me insensitive? It might, but now it's simply not the time... I don't feel ready to face the tiredness I felt every day I dealt with them :(
Both of the feelings are still in my heart but I'm ready to get rid of them this coming weekend.
These lines do not mean I am right, they just mean I don't have enough energy to stand things not really important (IMHO).
Damnshock
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